billy's 1st death anniversary ....

till the day i die, i will nvr forget the day u left me... i still cannot forgive myself. my heart is still aching when i think of u :(

how hv u been my dearest? one year has passed, but u didn't even come to my dreams...

i was told that it's a good thing when u dun dream of those who have passed away... bcos they are happy wif their new life!

i miss u walking around the house, walkin across my legs in purpose when i was at the balcony lookin out of the window 'beoing' guys walking downstairs... heehee!

even sleepin beside or below my mattress wif girlgirl :)

u get jealous when i feed girlgirl & u will leave behind what u are eating & come to me.

sometimes i will asks girlgirl whether did u come back to visit us... sounds silly hor!

jiny & makoto are back from holiday. both came home yest & i mention to jiny that tmr is the day u had passed away last year & she sigh! girlgirl din't come out to greet them. she juz hide herself in the room at a hidden corner!

told huat if he can, bring some long beans & flowers to ur grave... fat hope, i know he will not do it:(

billy darling, i miss u dearly... sob sob!!!