why why why... why take my dearest billy away from me.. *sobbing veri badly*
i woke up suddenly tis morn bcos lau-pa tells lau-ma billy has passed away!!!
how can it be??? i carry him with my hand & keep askin him to wake up.... his eyes oredi closed,
like sleepin. i rub his legs & smooth his head... i keep prayin, please god, wake him up i juz can't let him go like this!
last nite (10:15pm), when i open the gate (after my 1 day trip to jb) he was sleepin with his head on the floor facing the door. as usual i will say, girlgirl, billy i am back!
heard lau-pa tellin lau-ma ... billy walk out from his usual sleepin spot, mayb to wait for me.
he opens his eyes when i touches him... why din't u tell me that u will be leavin me so soon??
It's NOT Truth THAT ALL TORTOISE HAS LONG LIFE .....
billy, i am so sorry if i have make u suffer for the passed 6 mths & 6 days...
i can't even brings u to the doctor & hv to let u suffer in pain... u must be veri veri painful rite?
i thot like b4, u will heal naturally when u dun feel well .... but i dun expect tis to happens!!!
i regretted so much & my heart is aching... eyes were swollen bcos i cried from the moment i discovered u was gone ,,, forever... how can i take it!!!!
did u eat last nite billy? i doubt so bcos i am not around to feed u... poor boy, u must be veri hungry! u used to eat alot b4 u are sick, but not after.... u hardly even finish a slice of cucumber or french bean when i feed u. recently u seems to hv better appetite & i keep tellin u to eat more so that u could walk like a dinosaur again!
i went to take a nap b4 huat brings u away... i juz close my eyes hopin that when i woke up
it's oni a dream ... whatever happens tis morn is not real!!!
b4 huat left @ 1 pm, hoon wake me up & asks me do i want to hv a last look...
i carrys u up again & say goodbye, rest well, sorry & miss u deeply....
i brought u to see girlgirl & asks girlgirl to say gdbye......
lau-ma tells billy, oso good u go bcos u can't eat for 6 mths liao & its suffering...
lau-pa asks u to 'hao hao de zhou'' & quickily 'tou-tai'...
huat keep saying 'ke-lian'....
hoon asks me to stop crying & pull myself together! she even asks me whether i wan to take a pix of my eyes anot?!! i know u mean well, but i simply couldn't help it!
how come there's no tortoise doctor to go to when they are sick?
why is it so unfair when there are vet for dogs & cats.... WHY? WHY? WHY?
girlgirl, i am so terribly sorry that u will be alone from today .....
i know u will miss billy, .... but i ready can't do anything!!!
u'r gone ... juz when rachel is not afraid of u & girlgirl...!!
billy darling, we will miss u & u will always be part of our family....
we ready dun wan u to leave us.... so sudden!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
dinner at tien-jin restn @ pagoda st, chinatown...
tis is another chef recommendation > 砂锅排骨
chicken wings with stuffing , xo scallop, fried handmade noodles etc....
sharkfins oiishi neh.... no xtra serving :< 一人一碗, 刚刚好 .... droolzzz
tis meal is so much nicer & cheaper den red house ... beer oso cheaper.. haha :)
suddenly she became so friendly with my 2 love :) 
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
father's day & mom's bday...
celebrates at the quayside, 小红楼. we walk there.
10 course set menu @ $588++ but the bill came up to $800.... 好贵哦!!!2 jars of tiger beer cost $60, thai coconut $5 each, walnut pickles each $6x2... etc...
2 free glasses of white wine bcos there were 2 'fathers' at the table.
bot boon tong kee chicken rice & yong tau foo soup for jiny & makoto last thur.
mom fried meehoon & make ngoh hiang.
didn't tell her & lau-pa that they are back! so its kind of surprise to both... :)
look @ tis little one... she love to pose, many patterns neh :)
too much food liao, we got to da-bao home.
my breakfast was great tis morn bcos i had the left over pepper crabs with oats... :)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
hey, i oso got new mobile....
cynnnnCYNN,,,,, i got a sony ericsson w910i liao!! surprise??? :) :)
florence help me to take the above pix. that reminds me of those day when mi, u, suhan, yoshie & 妹妹 play wif the apple camera! i luv tis computer which suhan is the X-owner & florence is the current one!
well, struggling veri hard to get use of tis new 'plaything' :<
hv been using nokia for 6 yrs liao... , no wonder u ppl keep laughin at mi :)
Monday, June 2, 2008
gathering @ xinyi's twenty 1st.....
look @ this 2 tapor... so relax hor!
xinyi's twenty first bday on 31 may 08. throw her party @ singtel recreation club.ay,,, where is tai-feng??? so 'big' where can he hide huh... oops!!
heh, heh...四大美人 :) obviously 扬贵妃 goes to ^;^.... the rest let u gals decide who u wan to be lah :)
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