why why why... why take my dearest billy away from me.. *sobbing veri badly*
i woke up suddenly tis morn bcos lau-pa tells lau-ma billy has passed away!!!
how can it be??? i carry him with my hand & keep askin him to wake up.... his eyes oredi closed,
like sleepin. i rub his legs & smooth his head... i keep prayin, please god, wake him up i juz can't let him go like this!
last nite (10:15pm), when i open the gate (after my 1 day trip to jb) he was sleepin with his head on the floor facing the door. as usual i will say, girlgirl, billy i am back!
heard lau-pa tellin lau-ma ... billy walk out from his usual sleepin spot, mayb to wait for me.
he opens his eyes when i touches him... why din't u tell me that u will be leavin me so soon??
It's NOT Truth THAT ALL TORTOISE HAS LONG LIFE .....
billy, i am so sorry if i have make u suffer for the passed 6 mths & 6 days...
i can't even brings u to the doctor & hv to let u suffer in pain... u must be veri veri painful rite?
i thot like b4, u will heal naturally when u dun feel well .... but i dun expect tis to happens!!!
i regretted so much & my heart is aching... eyes were swollen bcos i cried from the moment i discovered u was gone ,,, forever... how can i take it!!!!
did u eat last nite billy? i doubt so bcos i am not around to feed u... poor boy, u must be veri hungry! u used to eat alot b4 u are sick, but not after.... u hardly even finish a slice of cucumber or french bean when i feed u. recently u seems to hv better appetite & i keep tellin u to eat more so that u could walk like a dinosaur again!
i went to take a nap b4 huat brings u away... i juz close my eyes hopin that when i woke up
it's oni a dream ... whatever happens tis morn is not real!!!
b4 huat left @ 1 pm, hoon wake me up & asks me do i want to hv a last look...
i carrys u up again & say goodbye, rest well, sorry & miss u deeply....
i brought u to see girlgirl & asks girlgirl to say gdbye......
lau-ma tells billy, oso good u go bcos u can't eat for 6 mths liao & its suffering...
lau-pa asks u to 'hao hao de zhou'' & quickily 'tou-tai'...
huat keep saying 'ke-lian'....
hoon asks me to stop crying & pull myself together! she even asks me whether i wan to take a pix of my eyes anot?!! i know u mean well, but i simply couldn't help it!
how come there's no tortoise doctor to go to when they are sick?
why is it so unfair when there are vet for dogs & cats.... WHY? WHY? WHY?
girlgirl, i am so terribly sorry that u will be alone from today .....
i know u will miss billy, .... but i ready can't do anything!!!
u'r gone ... juz when rachel is not afraid of u & girlgirl...!!
billy darling, we will miss u & u will always be part of our family....
we ready dun wan u to leave us.... so sudden!
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