why why why... why take my dearest billy away from me.. *sobbing
veri badly*
i woke up suddenly
tis morn
bcos lau-pa tells
lau-ma billy has passed away!!!
how can it be??? i carry him with my hand & keep
askin him to wake up.... his eyes
oredi closed,
like
sleepin. i rub his legs & smooth his head... i keep
prayin, please god, wake him up i
juz can't let him go like this!
last
nite (10:15pm), when i open the gate (after my 1 day trip to
jb) he was
sleepin with his head on the floor facing the door. as usual i will say,
girlgirl, billy i am back!
heard
lau-pa
tellin lau-ma ... billy walk out from his usual
sleepin spot,
mayb to wait for me.
he opens his eyes when i touches him... why
din't u tell me that u will be
leavin me so soon??
It's NOT Truth THAT ALL TORTOISE HAS LONG LIFE .....
billy, i am so sorry if i have make u suffer for the passed 6
mths & 6 days...
i can't even brings u to the doctor &
hv to let u suffer in pain... u must be
veri veri painful rite?
i
thot like b4, u will heal naturally when u dun feel well .... but i dun expect
tis to happens!!!
i regretted so much & my heart is aching... eyes were swollen
bcos i cried from the moment i discovered u was gone ,,, forever... how can i take it!!!!
did u eat last
nite billy? i doubt so
bcos i am not around to feed u... poor boy, u must be
veri hungry! u used to eat
alot b4 u are sick, but not after.... u hardly even finish a slice of cucumber or french bean when i feed u. recently u seems to
hv better appetite & i keep
tellin u to eat more so that u could walk like a dinosaur again!
i went to take a nap b4
huat brings u away... i
juz close my eyes
hopin that when i woke up
it's
oni a dream ... whatever happens
tis morn is not real!!!
b4
huat left @ 1 pm,
hoon wake me up & asks me do i want to
hv a last look...
i
carrys u up again & say goodbye, rest well, sorry & miss u deeply....
i brought u to see
girlgirl & asks
girlgirl to say
gdbye......
lau-ma tells billy,
oso good u go
bcos u can't eat for 6
mths liao & its suffering...
lau-pa asks u to '
hao hao de zhou'' &
quickily '
tou-
tai'...
huat keep saying '
ke-
lian'....
hoon asks me to stop crying & pull myself together! she even asks me whether i wan to take a pix of my eyes
anot?!! i know u mean well, but i simply couldn't help it!
how come there's no tortoise doctor to go to when they are sick?
why is it so unfair when there are vet for dogs & cats.... WHY? WHY? WHY?
girlgirl, i am so terribly sorry that u will be alone from today .....
i know u will miss billy, .... but i ready can't do anything!!!
u'r gone ...
juz when
rachel is not afraid of u &
girlgirl...!!
billy darling, we will miss u & u will always be part of our family....
we ready dun wan u to leave us.... so sudden!